Trembling.... fuming.... hatred.... loathing... GO AWAY. LEAVE ME ALONE. I HATE YOU. I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE YOU. I've never hated anyone like this. but I HATE YOU. GO AWAY.

There was a time. When I didn't even really know hate. When I didn't know I had it in me to despise and abhor someone this much. Well, for good or bad, you've shown me. You've shown me that it's possible for love to turn into hate, that I was capable of loathing someone. And that someone is you.

Should I say thank you? Thank you for helping me learn something about myself? Something that I never wanted to learn? I guess you're really something... doing something to me that nobody else have managed before. Kudos to you then, what an accomplishment. Bravo.

I wish for you, something that I've never ever wished on anyone, and possible won't ever want to wish on anyone else: HOPE YOU END UP IN HELL.

trapped
please stop screaming
get out of my mind
get out of my face
i can't reach you
not because i don't care
or that i didn't try
but because....
you don't let me
you victimized yourself
the world has wronged you
how could i touch you
if you push me away
with your actions
and words
and more words
and when i withdrew
i was the insensitive one
who didn't care about you
wallow in self pity
that's what you're good at
making me feel guilty
another natural talent
hurting me like no other
only you are capable
love turns to hate
never thought i could
but i'm on the verge
don't push me over...
don't
please, just don't
but i'm here
trapped

I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me

Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly fly away

I don't need to hear about it again and again. Can we please change the topic? I've asked and begged over and over again. Only falls on deaf ears. Why do you have to remind me of how much you've hurt me? Why do you make it sound like you're doing me a favour? Is it my fault that you and the evil one have hurt me so bad? You speak as if you were the victim of all of these...

I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
You'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up, SHUT UP!!

I'm about to BREAK

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break