... unleashed a weekend of hell. Not your fault, because you didn't know any better. But could have used some sympathy. "Sorry" not because anyone's to blame, but "sorry" because... just because... but nothing. I don't even think you understood what misery you caused. What nightmare you recreated. And how long it might take for me to heal again. Each time... it hurts. After so many times, it still hurts as deep as the first. Maybe even more so, as the barely healed wounds get reopened... you'd think I'd be used to it by now? But no. Can I bear to deal with this for the rest of my life? That's what I ask myself everytime the nightmare comes. Just as I thought I'm safe from it, it returns unexpectedly. This time, because of you. I didn't want to tell you, but I had to prevent it from happening again. If only you weren't so eager... to please? Doesn't matter now... I guess.... spilled milk... and blood...

evanescence is rock'n like hell.i love the new hits theyre off the hook

I hope you are feeling better now.

this too, shall pass

Evanescence Rocks !

I WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU AND IT AIN'T OVER 'TILL ITS OVER DON'T GIVE UP.JUST A SPEED BUMP. I'VE BEEN THERE.LOVE NEVER FAILS,BUT IT DOES HURT SOMETIMES.I'M NOT LEAVING YOU ANYMORE.LIFE IS WAITING.