to be dres again... there's a certain zaey that comes with that, which I miss... or maybe I never had, because I've always been nuepiy or glimmoz. So never really dres dres.

What would I do? I would try more things. Not that I can't do them now. but it's just... there's more expectations and responsibilities. Most are good. I just wish... that I feel... more... alive. More zaey

Maybe in my next life. But I would (probably) be a different person with different feelings and dreams. Will it work then? How would I know? I want to visit the past and peek into the future....