Took a day off, drove up to OKC for Evanescence concert. It was super kick ass. We got floor tickets and I was screaming through the whole thing (I don't usually scream). Lost my voice the next day.

Brought my N95 into the auditorium, but decided not to use it. There were guards who seem to know how to pinpoint the good cameras. Too many people were using their camera phones so they ignore the low end flip phone kind. I bet the moment I whip out my N95, they'll be all over me. Just like in the previous Evanescence concert, I got caught and escorted out of the concert hall. I was using the N93 only for one minute... whereas there were people using their sidekicks and what-nots throughout the concert and nothing happens to them.

So I decided to just enjoy this concert and not worry about taking pics or videos. I think Amy Lee's voice was better in the Dallas concert we saw last October, but this time they performed more songs, including 2 for encore. They ended with my favorite - Lacrymosa, after which I turned to Bruce and said "I bet they'll do an encore this time (they didn't in Dallas) and play My Immortal". Sure enough, the grand piano rose up to the stage and Amy's beautiful playing and haunting voice filled the auditorium...

If I had half as good a voice as her, this would have been my career of choice. Play the piano, sing, travel... and somehow incorporating flying into there and my life will be complete.

to be dres again... there's a certain zaey that comes with that, which I miss... or maybe I never had, because I've always been nuepiy or glimmoz. So never really dres dres.

What would I do? I would try more things. Not that I can't do them now. but it's just... there's more expectations and responsibilities. Most are good. I just wish... that I feel... more... alive. More zaey

Maybe in my next life. But I would (probably) be a different person with different feelings and dreams. Will it work then? How would I know? I want to visit the past and peek into the future....